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[Verse 1]
I left my boots by the door
And my words on the floor
You were waiting up again
With that tired look in your eyes

I said, “Baby, I’m here”
But I wasn’t all here
Just a husband on the couch
With a half-said sorry and pride

[Pre-Chorus]
You don’t need a perfect man
You need my hand in your hand
I know I’ve been falling short
And you’ve been holding the weight

[Chorus]
I’m sorry I’m not trying hard enough
Trying hard enough, trying hard enough
You deserve more than my leftover love
My leftover love, my leftover love
I’m learning how to show up, baby
Not just say it and run
I’m sorry I’m not trying hard enough
But I’m trying harder now

[Verse 2]
You still make my coffee right
Even after that fight
I can taste the guilt in the cup
When you slide it across the table

And I see what I missed
In the silence, in the dishes
In the little things you do
When I’m acting so unavailable

[Pre-Chorus]
You don’t need a grand excuse
You need the truth I owe you
I’ve been easy on my promises
And hard on your heart

[Chorus]
I’m sorry I’m not trying hard enough
Trying hard enough, trying hard enough
You deserve more than my leftover love
My leftover love, my leftover love
I’m learning how to show up, baby
Not just say it and run
I’m sorry I’m not trying hard enough
But I’m trying harder now

[Bridge]
If I’m half the man I claim
Then I’ll prove it day by day
Not with flowers once in a while
But in the ways that last

I’ll fix what I’ve let slip
I’ll stay when it gets hard
And if you give me one more chance
I’ll earn it with my arms

[Chorus]
I’m sorry I’m not trying hard enough
Trying hard enough, trying hard enough
You deserve more than my leftover love
My leftover love, my leftover love
I’m learning how to show up, baby
Not just say it and run
I’m sorry I’m not trying hard enough
But I’m trying harder now